I am your Guardian Angel Parker. I have been with you since the beginning. Your guides and I were with you even when you stopped hearing us. I am so pleased with you, it takes work to come out of a depression and you did it. I want you to know that your falling into a depression was your way of not being able to reconcile your healing work as a nurse, being so compassionate and putting others before yourself and the desires of your authentic self. You were battling good girl expectations of others with what you knew in your heart was right for you. It reached you on the soul level. But light always wins over darkness, and you were triumphant! Great work dear one!
You have received the message about saying no. This is something you need to practice over and over. If you are asked to do something that is not a whole hearted YES, then the answer is no. Repeat after me, out loud, NO. You do not need to offer excuses or reasons because when you do, you are giving the other person the opportunity to offer counter arguments to your reasons. So, they keep asking, they wear you down and resentment follows in a vicious circle. So, no more beautiful Susan. You are drawing a line in the sand and letting others know that you have very clear boundaries.
There is nothing better than getting outside and walking your dog. It is me time when you replenish your soul in nature with a companion that gives you unconditional love. If you have any worries or concerns, ask for an answer before you go. During the walk, be in the moment. Either during the walk or sometime after, you will receive the answer that has been eluding you.
I love that you are a painter, which allows you to express yourself with colors bold and soft, sharp edges and washes. As you lose yourself in your paintings, you are in the moment, the only place to BE. You have worked hard for many years, now it is your time. Try new things, keep what resonates. If something does not excite you, leave it. Stand in your power without apology. This is your life and however you wish to live it is absolutely perfect, for you. Know that all the answers are ultimately inside of you. Always know that you are loved, you are worthy, and you matter.
My gown is purple and pink and represent Archangel Zadkiel (purple) and Archangel Chamuel (pink).
Archangel Zadkiel oversees the Violet flame. Call on him to transmute negative energy back to its original state of purity. Ask AA Zadkiel to transmute anything and everything that no longer serves you. Archangel Chamuel wants to share with you that love has no conditions. Love is love. When others put conditions on love that is not love, but manipulation. So, once again love yourself first. This is not selfish, this is self-care.
The background color green represents Archangel Raphael, the angel of healing on all levels: emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual. All you have to do is ask AA Raphael to send out healing in the form of love, to yourself and others. When you take a walk turn them into gratitude walks, blessing everyone and everything you see. BE love, because that is who you truly are, and this is what your purpose is: to love and be loved. You spent years in the dark and with AA Zadkiel’s help you transmuted that negativity to light and love. You have been there, and now from this place of power you can help others see their light. It does not have to be a formal job, but more an in the moment, one on one interaction. A smile, a few words, will uplift them and in turn, help raise the vibration of Mother Earth.
Know that I love you always and in all ways.
Thanks so much. I got the package yesterday and loved having the larger version of Parker. She is lovely and really resonate with the symbolism of the colors. The message also was spot on!
This may sound weird but i am having some trouble with her name, in as much as a name has a vibration and also that this makes her so real and yet I can’t feel her as I do with Archangels and spirit guides and am not sensing messages from her. Actually I don’t think it is messaging as much as presence. Could be my expectations for what I presumed it should be? Any feedback would be appreciated.
I replied: Susan, I heard Parker, but she could be saying something else. Ask her to tell you her name. You may hear something different.
The important takeaway is that you connect with your angel. My own Guardian Angel, Lucy told me why Parker said this was her name. You said yourself that you have more of a connection with the Archangels than your Guardian Angel. By her name not resonating with you, it will cause you to talk with her directly to hear her name. Thus bringing about the interaction you have not felt before.
I am so happy that her message and painting resonates with you. Let me know what name she gives you.
Then I heard back from Susan, it is gratifying to receive validation of my work.
Just as you said my GA said the same thing. This allowed the opportunity for me to more deeply connect. Her name came up for me as either Crystal or Crysalis. She said it didn’t matter to her, only humans are connected to naming. They were both relevant as it was spending time in the Crysalis that I can evolve into the crystal. This has been the evolutionary journey. The stillness of the Crysalis provides an optimum space for our communication. Hence the colors of purple, pink and green. Pretty cool. Thanks so much Barbara, such a beautiful experience.
Just shows that everything is perfect .
With love and appreciation