Linnea, Robin’s Guardian Angel

I always ask permission of my client to share their Guardian Angel and message. I say it is up to them how much or how little of their message they wish to share. In Robin’s own words:


Barbara Civin Guardian Angel reading was so Amazing! It really resonated with me!!! The words that my GA used that Barbara relayed to me are words that I use in my daily interactions and the way I describe my life’s journey and purpose! And my Angel Linnea is sooo BEAUTIFUL, Just look at her!

When I read the reading I was emotional reading and re-reading. It was so amazing how she touched on all the things that I say all the time Love and light, light cancels dark, beacon of light, toolbox for modalities that I work with, but the kicker is when I truly think about my work and what it is that my purpose is….deep down I always say that I want to help people who feel hopeless and give them hope.

Here is just a blurb from the reading…

My dearest Robin. I am your Guardian Angel, Linnea, (Lynn-ay-a) and I am so happy that you have asked to connect with me. I am so proud of everything that you have accomplished so far in your life. Yes, you are on a spiritual journey and are a role model for others; a shining beacon of light showing that there is another way, another path, one of love and light. You continue to evolve, discover, explore and study different modalities because you realize that there is always something more to learn. What you are doing is filling up your toolbox so you can share them with your clients so they can heal. When they choose to work with you, your very presence offers them peace of mind that there is a way out of their suffering. Your gift is taking them from hopeless to hopeful, from darkness to the light.

This was just the opening paragraph!! Can you imagine how THAT got my attention?!

THEN, As I am gearing up to launch my new Spiritual Life Coaching Practice, I am in the process of writing an ebook of “5 simple practices for grounding in the moment” Linnea/Barbara goes on to tell me how Arch Angel Chamuel has an exercise that she would like me to teach my clients! And writes it out for me.

Also, I have a very good client and friend who is Divinely Guided, she told me last week that “I started by touching people’s bodies and now I am touching their souls” 💕 – then Linnea says…

It was not an accident that you were first a massage therapist. Touch is so important to healing ones body. As you started listening to your intuition, it was a natural progression to be drawn to other modalities that encompass mind and spirit as well. You realized that true healing is about so much more than the body alone. Your intuition will continue to show you what is next for you.

This is just two paragraphs from the reading that I received it actually goes a lot deeper with other personal family stuff as well…When my package arrived with Linnea’s portrait in it, IT TOOK MY BREATH she is so beautiful! AND, Barbara typed the whole reading on beautiful paper for me to have a hard copy.

Thank you so much Barbara!!! This was amazing! And I’m really looking forward to hanging Linnea’s picture in my office so I can see her beauty every day!

Lucy 4.0

My Guardian Angels are evolving as they want to share their light. I am so pleased to share my GA Lucy 4.0. My light infused angels are painted on 100% cold pressed cotton paper, with hand made metallic watercolors, crystal powders, and my water color dyes for vibrant colors. Additional embellishments may be added at your request and will be priced accordingly.

Isaiah, PeggyLee’s Guardian Angel

Note: This message and response has been edited at the request of PeggyLee. I am very grateful that she allowed me to share this on my website.

My dearest, I am so happy that you can finally see me. I am Isaiah, your Guardian Angel and girl do we need to talk. You are a giver that needs to receive in equal measure to all that you give. When you do, you will receive the answers you have been searching for as to what is next. You…have much more to offer and share. But you are separating yourself, keeping your authentic self at a distance. Looking on rather than jumping in and being a participant in your own life. It is your time to come out from behind the shadows and shine. You know there is something missing in your life…you are missing the excitement of creating something new. 

You know by now that life is a journey not a destination, a marathon not a sprint. A spiral path that continues ever upward, as you become your true being. As we grow we continue to evolve, to find other areas in our lives that feed our souls. Living your best life, requires you to go deep, to really listen to your heart. If we stay the same, then we aren’t really living our lives. When you have a desire, it is your soul talking to you. It doesn’t mean, that is something that you have to do, but definitely explore it, and see if it is what you are looking for, the next step, the next allowing in your life.

You are beautiful…a strong goddess, here to stand fully in your power, and shine your bright, brilliant, life as a beacon for all to see. You have accomplished so much in your life, and are here to help others be their best selves in the world. You’re so supportive, so willing to give, to share your expertise, and your wisdom. But it is also imperative that you lead by example. It is interesting, that you’ve chosen now during this time, to connect with me. I want you to look into my eyes so that I can share this ever expanding energy that you are, so much more than what your human body contains. Your energy can reach out beyond our world, our galaxy, and beyond into other worlds. That is how powerful you are. 

Dearest, the best is yet to come. I am so excited to be a participant in your spiritual evolution, rather than a bystander. Know that I have your back and you are loved always in all ways.


PeggyLee’s response:
When I first saw GA Isaiah, I was drawn to the blue robe. Many who possess the “vision” have seen me with this same colored robe (and one of my very favorite colors!). The next thing I noted was the radiant heart and how big it was, stretching outside of the body. 
The first paragraph I read begins, “The background is purple and represents Archangel Zadkiel.” This was not a surprise to me either, as I often see ribbons of purple flittering about when first closing my eyes at bedtime. It’s also not a big surprise to see that I am directed to work with the Angel of Sacred Space to cut cords, clearing negative energy that which surrounds me, to reach a higher level of spirituality, which I most certainly desire. 

Reading the above-mentioned paragraph, I wondered if that was all there is, just that one message. I closed the message and moved away from it for a bit. And then I revisited the message. There was a LOT more to the message! I just did not start at the beginning! 
As I finished the first paragraph, I had to chuckle. “… and girl do we need to talk.” I guess we do! 

The second paragraph where GAI—look at that … the first initials … G-A-I … for Guardian Angel Isaiah … one letter away from GAIA! Perhaps I’ll call him “GUY” or “My Guy” for a nickname—says that I am hiding. I have had a few spiritual friends and mentors ask when I’ll be writing my book, my story. So much more Guy said has merit. I am hiding because of what I have to say may rock and upset the world of family—not with secrets but of my discovery and spiritual beliefs! And “My Guy” is correct that…I am seeking something else with a deeper meaning. I am being called to write more… My heart is calling, yes, to share. I will keep asking “what’s next?” 
So… I think the first question I may ask, now that GUY is a participant rather than a bystander, “What if I just stopped?” 

I do know that I do not have to totally quit the great work in which I am currently involved; but LIVING my life instead of watching it from the outside in, is something I would love to do. I want to iterate here, this is a thought I have not spoken of to anyone. Just a few days ago I thought to myself of how I can be a better grandmother, to connect to my grands more, send them letters, and such. I am working all the time, rarely taking any down time for myself. Hmm… what if I just stopped?
A whole new beginning starts.

Thank you, Barbara, for the gift of my Guardian Angel, Isaiah, to see him and get to know him better. I highly recommend this experience for everyone.

Meet Zara, Nora’s GA

My dearest Nora, I am your Guardian Angel. Although you cannot pronounce my name in your language, call me Zara. I am so pleased that you’ve decided to connect with me, because although I have been with you always I could not communicate with you until I was asked.

You are a wonderful mother, who loves her boys. So, why do you worry about them? You are not serving them or yourself. Remember how powerful you are. Your imagination creates your reality. The more you worry, the more you add emotions to the mix which could bring about the very situation that you do not desire. So, instead, catch yourself when you are in this downward spiral and revise it on the spot. See the positive outcome for them in that situation.

At first, you may not catch yourself in the moment of worrying. Relax, review your day before bed and revise it. If you had a bad situation, revise it to a good one. Did you have to deal with a child, coworker or client who was taking out their frustrations on you? Revise the conversation to them saying how much they appreciate you and all that you do for them. Or perhaps you had a good outcome to a situation, revise it to a great one. Keep imagining this new outcome until
you fall asleep knowing it to be so.

You are a strong, powerful being, so why are you afraid to show who you are? Low self esteem comes from past experiences that you accepted as truth. How can you, who is here in this time, accept that. You are here during this time because you asked to be here on the leading edge of ascension. You are so much more than the limitations of your body. Think back to the person(s) or situation(s) that you interpreted as being less than or unworthy. You see, a conversation, or event is just that until you put a name to it. It isn’t good or bad until you say it is so. Very often, the first feeling of unworthiness happened before the age of six. For instance, when you were a child, a friend could have been over playing, and they had to go home for dinner. You didn’t want them to leave and so you took that to mean that people always leave you. Or a grownup, who had a hard day, yelled at you when you asked a question. In your child’s mind you put meaning to it that you did not deserve to be heard. You come from a big family, and as a child, you may have added meaning to an offhand comment that was not intended that way.

You now realize who you really are, a spiritual being having a physical experience. So, love, the next time you are experiencing low self esteem, call on me to help you remember and stand in your power. This is part of your journey and you will be able to uplift others who have similar issues of low self worth.

It is admirable that you work so hard for your family. I want you to have more play in your life, to find joy in all that you do. To have big belly laughs and also tears of happiness. Feel your emotions fully as they add richness to your life. Your boys will grow up so fast, make memories that you all cherish. Make time for yourself to replenish your energy. It is from the overflow of love that you give to others. If you do not take care of yourself, you will deplete your own energy and have nothing left to give. Life is about balancing your physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual sides of you. Ask yourself if you are taking care of all areas of your life. Write down what you are doing in each area of your life to take care of yourself. If there is one or more areas that are not being fulfilled, find ways to strengthen them.

Nora, the colors in my painting represent messages from three of the Archangels. There is an undercoat of pink in my gown that brings a message of self love from Archangel, Chamuel. She is the angel of self love. She is reaffirming my message on the importance of loving yourself enough to take care of you. Her message is that self love is not selfish, but vital to living your best life.

Archangel Michael also showed up in the blue of the background. He is the angel of protection, so call on him when you are feeling uncertain, anxious or worried. Before you get in a car or plane, say this:
Michael to the right, Michael to the left, Michael in front, Michael in back, Michael above, Michael below, Michael protect me wherever I go. You can also say it for your boys as they leave the house, asking Michael to keep them safe.
(This prayer was given to Christine Alexandria, by Archangel Michael himself.)

I mentioned three Archangels. The purple color that dominates the painting represents Archangel Zadkiel. He is the angel of Sacred Space. Call him in to rid yourself of the lower energies and negativity and transmute them to their original state of purity. In other words, he takes lower human consciousness to a higher spiritual vibration. He asks that you perform cord cutting everyday to bring your energy and power back to you. ( Remember what I said about giving from overflow versus being drained of energy.) Please know that cords of love can never be cut.

There are three Archangels that you call on for help. Repeat the following everyday at a time or times best suited to you:

Michael, thank you for cutting all cords that no longer serve me.
Raphael, thank you for healing all as each cord is cut.
Zadkiel, thank you for transmuting all cords.
(Cord cutting practice reprinted with permission from Christine Alexandria of Angel Chatter.

Nora, know that I have your back and you are loved always in all ways.


I was so honored to receive this response from a client upon receiving their GA’s message:

Hi Barbara!
Omgosh i love her!! Thank you so much. She totally resonates with me. Interestingly enough i saw an image of her years ago in a vision. Same hair and facial features. I hear her voice in my dreams a lot. Those are all my favourite colors too. The blue, purple and pink omggggg barbara you nailed it and the message about self love and low self esteem that is something i have been working through for years. I love Zara i cant thank you enough. Im such a visual person and I have been trying to see her and communicate with her for years and here we are now. I feel reborn and like i have met my best friend seriously! You need to promote your work more. Your gift is a true healing one and has brought me comfort already especially during these weird times.
I have saved the picture on my phone so that i am constantly reminded of her and remember to stay balanced too. I will place her in a frame near my bed.  I find myself asking her for guidance too then il hear a song and look deeper into the lyrics to get my answer 😁.
Thank you so much Barbara 😇🙏
much love and blessings to you!



Meet Sassy, Dana’s Guardian Angel. Her message was really long so I have edited it for you. I am very grateful for getting permission to share this message, because it is universal for everyone that is overwhelmed and stressed out.

Dearest Dana, I am your Guardian Angel, Sassy. That’s what you can call me because you can’t pronounce my name in your language.. And I think you need a little sass in your life. I get the impression that you are not taking care of yourself the way you need to. Self-care is very important.

When we do things for others neglecting our own needs it can cause confusion, resentment, and negative feelings. I feel, that you are looking at your life through the cloud of negativity. It is hard to see all the joy and love that surround you when you are overwhelmed and seeing only gray.

What do you do for fun in your life? Do you have friends that you visit, take time out for a mani-pedi, or soak in a tub with essential oil’s and lit candles,? Do you have fun with your children, taking them to the park on adventures where you can share with them the wonders of nature. It is actually your children who are the teachers as they will show you how to look around with wonder and awe. What a wonderful way to spend your time. You are in fact getting exercise, outside in the sunshine which will also help get you out of this funk that you are in. You mentioned that you feel guilty when your children are in daycare. You have heard that when mama is happy, so are the children. It is really true that it is all about quality time with them.

Are you living the life that you want to live? What would you change? What are you missing? What would you like to take out of your life? It is through journaling that you can clarify your desires and needs. Make time to journal everyday. Just free write whatever flows from your pen. Set a time limit, at first it may only be 5 minutes, but over time you will find that you have been writing for 20 minutes or more. Some people like to free write before they go to bed, it helps them do a “brain dump” in their journals and they drift easily off to sleep. When you reread your writing you will be pleasantly surprised with the insights and answers you knew all along. Not sure how to start, just put pen to paper, and write.

Do you ask for help when you need it? It isn’t just about asking but about the way you ask. The truth is we all need to feel needed. If you find that you wait until you are frustrated and at wits end, anything you say will sound critical, judgmental, and even mean. How would you respond to someone speaking to you that way? Where is the love and support? You get what you give.

Dear Dana it is so easy to fall into negativity about everything that is wrong, but it is time to turn your thoughts to everything that is good. Start a gratitude journal, where you write down 5 things you are grateful for and be specific. I am grateful I took the time for myself and had a lovely bath. If you truly cannot think of something then be grateful for the sun coming up in the morning, etc. Another way to practice gratitude is at the dinner table. When you have meals together, you can start the practice of saying one thing you are each grateful for before you eat.

Know that you are powerful and are meant to live the life of your dreams. The catch is you need to know what you desire. Journaling will help. Ask me for help as I am here for you.

My gown is pink and represents Archangel Chamuel who wants to remind you of the importance of self love. The truth is you are loved by others in direct correlation to how you feel about yourself. You are worthy, I know it, the universe knows it and it is time for you to know it. She wants you to practice the 5 Steps to Loving Yourself. Do not go on to the next step until you feel comfortable with your current step. This could take days, weeks, or months just practice daily.

Step 1: With your hands over your heart feel your heart beating. Receive the feeling of love.

Step 2: Repeat step 1 and add, “I love you.” Hold your hands over your heart for a minimum of three minutes until you feel your heart expand. Repeat I love you as often as you desire.

Step 3: Repeat Step 2 and add Dana, I love you. It is your birth name that your soul hears and responds to.

Step 4: Go to a mirror, look deep into your eyes and say, “I love you.” Keep looking into your eyes as they are the window to your soul
until you feel a wave of love wash over you.

Step 5: Repeat Step 4 and add your birth name…Dana,I love you. In this step you are seen, heard and loved and your soul receives it all!

Note: this exercise was handed down by Chamuel to Christine Alexandria of Angel Chatter.

The background is yellow and represents Archangel Jophiel, the angel of Joy-Filled Power. She wants you to know that you need more joy and laughter in your life. Not feeling it? Watch a movie that makes you laugh. Lighten up, laugh at yourself when you respond in a way that does not serve you. Good one Dana, but you caught yourself in the act. It is not life or death. When something happens in your life, ask yourself if it will matter a year from now. If the answer is no, let it go. Sing the song from Frozen. Dance. Spin. Jump. Move. Look for the beauty all around you. Hug your children, breathe deeply, feel the love. You are so blessed, look for the good in all things and feel the joy.

Know dear Dana that I have you back and you are loved always in all ways.


When Dana first saw her GA, she commented that Sassy looked like Lady Gaga. And when we facetimed, she was on her way to pick up a journal!


Meet Aralyn, M’s Guardian Angel. Although her message resonated with her, M chose to keep it private but graciously allowed me to share her GA, Aralyn’s sketch so that I could share how they are evolving. Notice her face, although a marker sketch, it looks painted.

Meet Daisy

Jeanette asked to connect with her Guardian Angel, Daisy.

Here is the message I received from her one:

My dear Jeanette, I am your Guardian Angel, Marguerite. You know me by my nickname Daisy. I felt that you would be better able to connect with me by my nickname. After all that’s what besties do and I am your winged and haloed bestie. I have watched over you as you got out of the situation that did not serve you in anyway by listening to your inner voice. You chose you! I have such a love for you and I want you to know that you have much to offer to women who aren’t yet ready to see that they are worthy, valuable, and lovable. So share your story with others as you do your healing work and recognize women who are in the place you once were. You are a shining beacon of light, and you stand tall because you chose self love and joy. It wasn’t easy, but you did it! 

Your wonderful Siberian huskies have helped heal you as well. So you want to take an animal communication course which is fine, but you will discover that you already communicate with them. You do it so naturally that you do not recognize it for the gift that it is. Your beautiful Siberian huskies know what it is you need them to do. They love you and you them and it is a natural heart energy exchange that you feel. As you interact with them you can hear them tell you what they need and want and you understand and unfailingly see to their needs. You can look into their eyes and know how they’re feeling. 

There is an Energy of joy and satisfaction, in your life. You have come so far, from being a people pleaser, rewarded by being put down and feeling worthless, to a phoenix rising from the ashes. You started believing in yourself and asking what do I want? What makes me happy? Do you realize how courageous you are to pack up and move away and build your kennels, North Node. Did you know it’s also your North Star, your True North, the path you trailblazed to fully become you. The beautiful Jeanette who knows yourself and isn’t afraid to BE. 

That is your healing gift: when showing your dogs and winning championships or using other healing modalities that interest you, tell your story, tell it often. That when you follow your true North and as long as you stay steadfast, you will have the life you desire. Decide what that looks like and go for it. Like you did dear one. One baby step at a time and other women can too. 

My gown is green and represents Archangel Raphael, the angel of healing in all areas of your life mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally. He wants to remind you that you are a healer and can help others in their healing. Silently send out love and healing to everyone you meet. You have access to so many people at work, dog shows etc. You do not have to ask them to send love and healing. If you notice someone is sad or lonely, see them happy as you silently send them love and joy. If someone is ill, see them well as you send out love and healing energy. 

The background is pink and represents Archangel Chamuel, the angel of self-love. She also asked that you share the message that self love is not selfish. But your ability to love others correlates to your ability to love yourself. If you’re feeling lacking you attract others who feel less then and they may try to build themselves up by making you feel unworthy or less then. You know this because you lived this. And so you know that until you love yourself, a truly loving relationship is not possible. So yes, tell the truth, but temper those words with love and compassion. You, dear one, are the perfect person to share this lesson as you came out of the fire the best version of you. 

I’m blown away by you, Jeanette and excited to be invited into your future adventures. Oh what fun we will have. Know I love you always and all ways. 


Jeanette responded: Oh my I got tears reading this. Marguerite is so beautiful. Going to get a beautiful frame to match her and hang where I see it often to remind me of her message. I am not surprised she has another name I kind of wondered about that Everything you said feels so true and the verification warms my heart. There were a few things I needed to hear to bolster my confidence in healing Our human ego so gets in the way 😊. She looks and feels so familiar to me. I am so grateful and honored to be connected to you thru Angel Chatter 
Thank You Thank You Thank You 😘I recommend you to heaven and back lol.

Meet Guardian Angel, Sylvie

Meet Marla’s Guardian Angel, Sylvie. If you are uncertain of what spiritual practices to study to find your gifts and padsions, then this message is for you as well.

This is an exciting time for us to connect. Now is your time to explore all spiritual aspects that resonate with you. You are blessed to have the time and opportunity to spend doing what you love.
There are so many different ways to connect to your spirituality. It can be through the arts, healing, crystals, yoga, walking in nature, dabbling in whatever strikes your fancy to your hearts content. As you do this you will discover what resonates with you, what makes your heart sing. This is important because not everything will excite you. So take classes, read books, connect with other spiritual practices that interest you. By doing so, you are discovering your path. Remember this is a journey, not a destination. There is no wrong path for you. There is a lot of information out there, and sometimes it can be a little overwhelming. But take baby steps, and as you do so, you’ll see which modalities you wish to explore deeper or let go. Remember that not everything appeals to everybody. That’s what makes spiritual practice so compelling there is so much to explore. So keep what resonates, let go of the rest, and trust that your inner knowing is all you need. One caveat, the people you meet along the way are not gurus, They do not have all the answers for you. They know what works for them, but not what is best for you. Teachers can help you deepen your knowledge of certain subjects, but remember that only you know what is right for you.

Make it a point every day to live with joy and happiness. You are here to love. Each day, look for the magic and you will find it.

My gown is aquamarine and represents Archangel SHAMAEL. He is the angel of harmony, and sacred sound. He wants to remind you how important music is in your life. Make it a habit to listen to music, whatever touches your soul. Or listen to the sound of water gurgling in a fountain, or a flowing stream, or waves crashing on the beach. Both music and water can soothe you or excite you, and keeps you in the present moment which is the best way to live. It is important to check in with your body so that you can catch yourself slipping into past memories or future worries. Neither is helpful for living your best life. So when you find yourself in the past forgive yourself as you did the best you could with what you knew at the time. If you find yourself worrying about something that may happen in
the future, stop and breathe and come back to now which is the only time you can make changes in your life.

The background is a light brown and represents archangel Sandalphon. He wishes you to connect to the earth and be grounded. It is important for you as you follow your spiritual practice to remember to stay connected to the earth. You can walk barefoot in the grass or the sand, and feel roots from the bottom of your feet burrowing deep into mother earth and grounding you. You will find that it’s easier to stay present when you are grounded. It is important to make decisions coming from a place in the moment, of really being connected to your body and your soul. When you make that connection your heart opens and you know that yes, this is what I am meant to be doing. This is my gift, this is what I want to share with the world.

I want you to remember dear Marla, that this is your time. You have the freedom that you haven’t had before to take care of you. Know that I always have your back. Call on me every day and trust that I am with you, always and in all ways.

Love Sylvie.

Upon seeing her Guardian Angel and reading her message, this was Marla’s response:

Hi Barbara. Oh yes this sounds just like what’s going on with me. I am blessed with the time and freedom and have been exploring so many spiritual modalities. Along the way I will meet a teacher- and yes I Have learned that I still know what’s best for me.

Aquamarine is my birthstone and the shade of turquoise is my favorite color the last few years! I love to listen to music and the sound of water to connect to my inner peace- right on! And I love to be at the beach and in nature.

My word of the year was joy and I strive to find that again – after losing a soul pup in April I have floundered a bit.

Thank you for this beautiful message. You have quite a gift. I am grateful for you sharing with me. 🙏

Marla also commented: And I have to be careful. I can get excited and overspend looking into spiritual interests. 🙃🤭

NOTE: This is an issue for many of us who are trying to find our path and is exactly what Sylvie was talking about.

Steven, Amy’s Guardian Angel

Does this message from Amy’s Guardian Angel resonate with you? As I receive the message, I find myself thinking, are we really going to go there? Your Guardian Angel tells you exactly what you need to hear the way you need to hear it. Read the message and Amy’s response:

Hello Amy, I am your Guardian Angel, Steven. It’s about time we connected. You’ve been lazy girl. It’s so easy to say you want to follow a spiritual path and work with your guides and angels, but then not make the time. What you’re doing is making excuses. It’s time to stand in your power to acknowledge that you truly are a being of light and love with many gifts to give to this world. You are needed at this time and place, and you are doing a disservice to yourself and others by not being the best you that you can be.

It is interesting that you are sabotaging yourself in matters of health and living your best life. You know you would be happier professionally working one job that you love and yet you busy yourself with the second job that is actually your excuse that you are too busy to be that passionate creative being that you are.

And girl what is that grudge business? You know that any negative feelings you send out to others will come back to you. So what are you doing? You say that you’ve been taking advantage of, but if you think about it, you did not set boundaries. You let people know how they could treat you and they did. So what good is the grudge? Haven’t you found that the only person that is being hurt is you? It is time for you to see yourself as the powerful, loving, healer, and creative being that you are. It is time to let those you rescue know that you have boundaries that they cannot cross. You dear one, need to stand up for yourself. If you need help ask me for it, I am always by your side and ready and willing to help you live your best life.

It is time to sit with yourself in meditation, or on a nature walk, and ask yourself what makes Amy happy? The answer may not come to you at once, but it will come. Another way is to ask questions before you go to sleep such as, what do I need to do to live my best life? Once again, the answer may not come to you when you wake up, but over the next day or two you may find an answer in a song, talking to a friend, in a magazine, or even on a billboard. The universe is ready to help you when you reach out and ask. Now is the time.

My gown is green which represents Archangel Raphael, the angel of healing. Rafeal heals all your relationships including: health, money, love, work relationships, and best of all with yourself. He wants you to know that he’s here for you too. Call on him to heal your negative thoughts, feelings, emotions, and physical aches and pains. Know that when you are hurt or taken advantage of, the other person is only protecting themselves. Most likely, they were hurt and/or taken advantage of, so they feel they have to protect themselves by striking out at you. So instead of feeling upset, or holding onto grudges, it is time to send them love and healing. Because as you know what you send out comes back to you tenfold. It isn’t who you are, it isn’t worthy of you, and it’s time to stop. You are a healer. Know too, that any discord you hold onto will come back to you and eventually present itself as a disease. It isn’t necessary, and it is time to let it go. Take care of yourself and eat a lot of green foods such as leafy vegetables, other green vegetables, green tea, green spices and green fruit. Not only will it help you with your health, but also with your heart chakra. It shouldn’t surprise you to know that AA Raphael oversees the heart chakra. It is time for the world to see your true heart, it is time to shine.

My background colors are pink and yellow pink for Archangel Chamuel the angel of self-love and yellow for Archangel Jophiel, the angel of joy filled power. AA Chamuel wants you to know that you need to love yourself first. And by doing that you will be able to stop the self sabotage with your health, and your life. You will make a point to eat properly, get exercise, and to put yourself first, because you cannot share your gifts if you are keeping them from yourself. So call on AA Chamuel when you feel yourself indulging in behaviors that do not serve you. It is time to eat foods that nourish you, (not foods that satisfies you for a minute but then does not help your body and mind receive the true nourishment it needs.) Every day take the time to look in the mirror and tell yourself, Amy I love you. At first it might be difficult but put notes on your mirror, and around the house that remind you how wonderful you are. Notes like, Amy you’re rocking this, or Amy you’ve got this or Amy I’m so proud of you. The refrigerator is a great place for a post it note to remind you that you truly are worthy of loving yourself.

AA Jophiel wants to remind you to be happy and to remember the joy you were meant to live. She also wants you to see the beauty in all things and to share your laughter with others. AA Jophiel also helps you connect to your higher self. It is time to let go of excuses and put yourself first. It is time to set boundaries and call on me every day. Know that I have your back always, in all ways. 
Love, Steven

Amy replied:
The self sabotage has always been an issue for me. I was a very insecure teenager and young person. I was often told I was attractive, but hated added attention so I deliberately sought solace and comfort in food and the extra weight squelched the attention. And food, at times, seemed to be the only thing I COULD control. Control was a huge issue for me, but I feel that I have released a lot of my attachment to that in the past few years. I have been the happiest in the past 2 years that I have as an adult altogether. I am enjoying exploring my spirituality, but definitely don’t make the time for it that I should as far as a regular practice is concerned. Regarding the grudge, I initially got defensive upon first reading which was odd. I haven’t consciously held a grudge against anyone, but I still get frustrated with my ex-husband and 2 co-workers that I feel take advantage of situations that I have allowed to come to fruition because of lack of boundaries. So, that too resonates. Looks like it’s time for me to schedule some regular meditation and angel chats. 😊 Thank you for sharing your gift.

It’s funny (as in not funny at all, but so ridiculously universal/angelic 😊) that even my initial defensiveness is a theme that has plagued me and I still find myself needing to address. So, thanks Steven for THAT wingslap. I enjoy the lollipops and unicorns, but it takes a bit of the uncomfortable stuff to prompt change in me. And of course he knows this. 😉

I love that and it truly is what is needed for me. I look forward to establishing and maintaining a connection with Steven and The Gang. I appreciate your gift being the catalyst for the kickstart. I can’t wait to use my gifts to promote change in others, too.

Meet Parker, or what’s in a name?

Dear Susan, 
I am your Guardian Angel Parker. I have been with you since the beginning. Your guides and I were with you even when you stopped hearing us. I am so pleased with you, it takes work to come out of a depression and you did it. I want you to know that your falling into a depression was your way of not being able to reconcile your healing work as a nurse, being so compassionate and putting others before yourself and the desires of your authentic self. You were battling good girl expectations of others with what you knew in your heart was right for you. It reached you on the soul level. But light always wins over darkness, and you were triumphant! Great work dear one!
You have received the message about saying no. This is something you need to practice over and over. If you are asked to do something that is not a whole hearted YES, then the answer is no. Repeat after me, out loud, NO. You do not need to offer excuses or reasons because when you do, you are giving the other person the opportunity to offer counter arguments to your reasons. So, they keep asking, they wear you down and resentment follows in a vicious circle. So, no more beautiful Susan. You are drawing a line in the sand and letting others know that you have very clear boundaries.

There is nothing better than getting outside and walking your dog. It is me time when you replenish your soul in nature with a companion that gives you unconditional love. If you have any worries or concerns, ask for an answer before you go. During the walk, be in the moment. Either during the walk or sometime after, you will receive the answer that has been eluding you.
I love that you are a painter, which allows you to express yourself with colors bold and soft, sharp edges and washes. As you lose yourself in your paintings, you are in the moment, the only place to BE. You have worked hard for many years, now it is your time. Try new things, keep what resonates. If something does not excite you, leave it. Stand in your power without apology. This is your life and however you wish to live it is absolutely perfect, for you. Know that all the answers are ultimately inside of you. Always know that you are loved, you are worthy, and you matter.

My gown is purple and pink and represent Archangel Zadkiel (purple) and Archangel Chamuel (pink).
Archangel Zadkiel oversees the Violet flame. Call on him to transmute negative energy back to its original state of purity. Ask AA Zadkiel to transmute anything and everything that no longer serves you. Archangel Chamuel wants to share with you that love has no conditions. Love is love. When others put conditions on love that is not love, but manipulation. So, once again love yourself first. This is not selfish, this is self-care.

The background color green represents Archangel Raphael, the angel of healing on all levels: emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual. All you have to do is ask AA Raphael to send out healing in the form of love, to yourself and others. When you take a walk turn them into gratitude walks, blessing everyone and everything you see. BE love, because that is who you truly are, and this is what your purpose is: to love and be loved. You spent years in the dark and with AA Zadkiel’s help you transmuted that negativity to light and love. You have been there, and now from this place of power you can help others see their light. It does not have to be a formal job, but more an in the moment, one on one interaction. A smile, a few words, will uplift them and in turn, help raise the vibration of Mother Earth. 
Know that I love you always and in all ways.

Susn replied: 
Thanks so much. I got the package yesterday and loved having the larger version of Parker. She is lovely and really resonate with the symbolism of the colors. The message also was spot on!
This may sound weird but i am having some trouble with her name, in as much as a name has a vibration and also that this makes her so real and yet I can’t feel her as I do with Archangels and spirit guides and am not sensing messages from her. Actually I don’t think it is messaging as much as presence. Could be my expectations for what I presumed it should be? Any feedback would be appreciated.

Much gratitude

I replied: Susan, I heard Parker, but she could be saying something else. Ask her to tell you her name. You may hear something different.

The important takeaway is that you connect with your angel. My own Guardian Angel, Lucy told me why Parker said this was her name. You said yourself that you have more of a connection with the Archangels than your Guardian Angel. By her name not resonating with you, it will cause you to talk with her directly to hear her name. Thus bringing about the interaction you have not felt before.

I am so happy that her message and painting resonates with you. Let me know what name she gives you.

Then I heard back from Susan, it is gratifying to receive validation of my work.

Just as you said my GA said the same thing. This allowed the opportunity for me to more deeply connect. Her name came up for me as either Crystal or Crysalis. She said it didn’t matter to her, only humans are connected to naming. They were both relevant as it was spending time in the Crysalis that I can evolve into the crystal. This has been the evolutionary journey. The stillness of the Crysalis provides an optimum space for our communication. Hence the colors of purple, pink and green. Pretty cool. Thanks so much Barbara, such a beautiful experience.

Just shows that everything is perfect .

With love and appreciation 
Susan 😘