ANGEL ART BY BARBARA

My dearest Trace, I am your Guardian Angel, Stephanie, but call me Steffi as you are my bestie. It is never too late to connect with your guardian angel because I have been with you since the beginning of time and I am not going anywhere. 
First love, you said you do not normally think about what you are feeling. Why are you ignoring such an important guide to understanding yourself? Why? Because when you come into the now moment and check in with your feelings, am I happy? Sad? Tired? Angry? Fearful? Worried? Anxious? etc., you are checking in with your subconscious default feelings. And when your subconscious is allowed to run your life, what you receive are default manifestations. So, you want to check into the present moment as often as you can by breathing deeply. Feel the air around you, what do you hear? If you were sitting down is the chair hard or soft,? etc. Then put your hand over your heart and feel your feelings; ask yourself what am I feeling? A thought may run through your head such as I am sad. Ask why? Perhaps you feel lonely, or lost or not enough. You are a human so all of you you have these thoughts, because you forget that you are actually an infinite, unlimited being of love and light inside of a human body for your lifetimes on this planet. And your subconscious is filled with limiting beliefs that are formed by your parents, family, friends, the media, by the time you were only a little bit older than the kindergarten children you teach. How does it feel to have a 6 to 8 year old running your life? And that  is why you come back to the present moment as often as you can to question those subconscious limiting beliefs. By asking questions you may or may not get back to the original source of the feeling, but it doesn’t matter. You are questioning your limiting beliefs, asking if they are true and bring them to light where they can dissolve. 
I also want to touch on worrying. First it’s a wasted emotion, but once again a human one. Instead of worrying about what others are feeling, ask them and really listen to them. You can also ask them the questions you ask yourself to come into the present moment, the now, the only place where change happens.
You shared that you’re often emotional when sharing your views  with others. Know that a person’s beliefs will not change until they make the decision to change them. You get emotional because you really, really want them to see things from your point of you. So, ask yourself is that the best use of your time? You have your beliefs which you are now making the effort to question, and they are most likely still being guided by those limiting beliefs. So, do you wish to argue with a six-year-old. Agree to disagree and move on. Silently send out love and healing energy to the other person. This practice will also help you as an empath to question if the feelings you were receiving are really yours to deal with.
My gown represents Archangel Metatron, the angel of motivation. Metatron’s message to you is to write. Keep a journal or notebook to question your feelings thoughts and limiting beliefs. Often it helps to free write. At the top, write what am I feeling? Or, why am I feeling this way? Start writing without conscious thought. Allow yourself to write until you have nothing more to write then read back what you what you written. Or note in your journal any limiting beliefs and question them and write down what comes up for you.  Know that it I s your job to heal yourself. 
The background represents Archangel Thuriel, the angel of animals. Call on AA Thuriel to help you connect with your pets. Especially since you will be adding a new dog to your family. It’s important to know how the animals  feel about your new addition. You can do this by looking at your pet and setting the intention to know more about them. First, call in Big Mike, (AA Michael) for protection. Then call in AA Thuriel. Breathe slowly and asked Thuriel to share information about your pet. Stay open and write down the answers you receive. In the beginning some of the messages may be general, but over time as you repeat this exercise the more meaningful the messages become. (This exercise was taken from Christine Alexandria’s Be You Program.)

Trace, know that I have your back and that you were loved always in all ways. Love, Steffi

When Trace saw her Guardian Angel, she replied: Thank you so much!  I love the picture, and the message.  I have been talking Steffi’s ear off 🙂 As well as St Thuriel.  I absolutely love her picture.  I felt a connection right away when I saw it.  Like, Oh, so that’s what you look like.  I was expecting a bolder her and lighter background.  But I love her the way she is. My mom has told me all my life she knows I have a guardian angel.  It is really nice to meet her. I just had an angel card reading with Robin and Thuriel made an appearance there.  She also had Metatron appear.  And the idea of journaling was heavy in that reading. Between that and this, it looks like Steffi is really trying to get me moving on these things.
Thanks again!
Trace

My dear C, I am your Guardian Angel that you call Tom. That works for me as you cannot pronounce my name in your language. The important thing here is that it is time to look into my eyes so that we can connect. I wish you could see yourself as I see you, an infinite, unlimited being of love and light. Your light is so bright, yet you are doubting yourself and playing small. It is almost as if when a bit of light escapes from you, it is immediately shut down, as you allow fear and low self-esteem to run your life. 

You have said you do not feel like you belong here on earth and resonate with the fey, unicorns, crystals, angels, and dragons. This is actually wonderful because you are not here in this time and place on planet earth by accident. Dear one, you chose to be here to help the planet ascend to 5D energy, where love is. You are truly a gentle soul, a loving, caring, and giving empath. You’ve studied so many different energy healing modalities yet you said you feel that you are not connected to them, so you keep taking classes. What you’re trying to do is to remember who you really are and how you can be of service to the planet. You said yourself that you get burnt out running your own business and it isn’t a coincidence, (there is no such thing), that when you shut down, you shut down your business as well. It’s like you step into the light and then retreat, learn something else, step into the light and retreat again because you do not feel safe to be you. I am excited that you are in Christine Alexandria‘s Be You program, because it’s time to come out of the shadows, turn your face and heart to the light and blossom.

Instead of looking at all of your studies individually, make a list of the takeaways from each training. What drew you to it and it how can it best serve people? Ask how you can use what resonates from each healing modality, angel card reading, hypnotherapy, crystal healing, Arcturian Reiki, and light healing, as well as your degrees in kinesiology and clinical psychology. Visualize them all laid out around you. Now metaphysically take your magic wand and activate this part of one training with that part of another and see them swirling around you ( think Harry Potter and the sorting hat) until it comes together into your very own offering, a combination of all your studies. The reason you didn’t connect to the individual energies, is because they are only parts of a whole that you have yet to put together.As you take back your power and understand that you are love, joy, and peace you will no longer be afraid to be seen in this world. As an empath, you say that you’re highly sensitive and retreat to re-charge, which is indeed very much self-care. But your empathic abilities are also a strength for your work. Learn to set boundaries with others as you interact with them. Ask the angels for protection every day, and set the intention to see miracles and the best outcome in every situation.

My gown is turquoise and represents Archangel Haniel. The Angel of Manifestation. Her message to you is living truth, get out of your head and into your heart. As you create your own gift offerings from all your trainings and schooling, choose each part from your heart and not your head. If you are hearing this should be included, and this needs to be included, stop. You’re in your head. Your heart will show you exactly what to take on or leave behind. You will feel your heart expand with each selection to be included. If you feel a contraction know that it is not for you or your gift at this time.

My background is violet and represents Archangel Zadkiel, the Angel of Sacred Space. His message for you is past life connection. This is very timely as you’re receiving messages from Raina, your spirit guide.  Zadkiel wants you to know that you would not have received such a detailed message if it was just your imagination. It is time to trust yourself and the messages you are receiving that are so specific and resonate so deeply within you. The knowledge you receive may also help you find your gift and address the missing puzzle piece that helps everything fall into place. It is fitting that AA Zadkiel is the angel to call on for self-transformation and  spiritual growth. (Note: Homework was provided to strengthen her connection to Tom.)

C know that you are loved and that I have your back, always in all ways.

Love, Tom

C replied when she first saw Tom and read his message:

This is so beautiful, Barbara. I have tears. Yes, I feel this resonates deeply. I am going to come back and read this again and again. What I will say first is that I saw the picture and started to cry. Purple and turquoise are my favorite colors as well, and I just love that Haniel and Zadkiel showed up. I have been calling bin Zadkiel with the violet flame. And I received Haniel’s mug as part of the BE You box, and I felt like I am working with Haniel already. I am not in those modules, but I do feel them. I am so excited to get to know Tom and to sit with this information. It is correct that I need to work with my heart more and get out of my head. I will continue meditating daily and practicing being in his space.
This is all very helpful. I am excited to see what Tom has to say to me.
Thank you so much! This is incredible! 💜💜💜💜🥰
Love,
C

My dear Kim,

I am your Guardian Angel, that you call Bozrah. What a formal name for your Bestie, call me Boz and I will call you Kimmie. We have a lot of work to do together and it’s best if we do away with the formalities. You dear one, are an infinite, unlimited, being. So why are you playing so small? I think it’s very important, that you take time each day to expand your light out of your heart, to surround your body, then fill the room you’re in, then your whole house, through your neighborhood, through your city, your state, your country, beyond the planet and out beyond the galaxy. See your light growing bigger and brighter and bigger and brighter. And know that that is just a fraction of how big you truly are. Now can you see the absurdity of playing small?

You mentioned that you try to be loving and compassionate with others, but admit to being judgmental. First, as Yoda says, “do or do not, there is no try.” Dear one, start by being loving and compassionate with yourself, without judgment. When you are able to forgive yourself, you will be able to do so for others. Everything in your life is a reflection of you. So if you react to something or someone outside of yourself, know that it is a gift that allows you to heal a part of yourself that has been pushed down inside of yourself for years. 

You are a good person and people are drawn to you. How could you not be, when you are pure love energy. In day to day life, it is easy to forget that. But you are here on this planet, in this time and space to make a difference in the world. Yes, people are drawn to you and want to hear your healing words, but it is important to set boundaries. You said that you feel drained and then follow up in the next sentence apologizing for the need to set up protection and boundaries. Never apologize or feel bad about taking care of yourself. Decide what days and times, you wish to offer your readings, and when asked, you can say that they can schedule their reading on those days and times. Remember that in order to be at your best to help others, you must first take care of yourself. Fill your energy to overflowing, and it is from the overflow that you give your very best.

When you were growing up, your family bullied you, yes this was a form of bullying, and convinced you that you weren’t smart because you weren’t book smart. And you came to the realization yourself, that this was not true. That love, is huge! Look at everything you have accomplished. You are the sole financial support for your family of five! You have a strong connection to the archangels and through your readings, you share messages that uplift your clients. You have a huge heart and that is one of your finest gifts. 

You love, love and you deserve only the best in your life. Do not settle, and be sure to let your loved ones know what you want and need from them. Never think, “oh we have been together for so long, they must know this.” Truth here, they don’t know until you tell them. They aren’t mind readers, and they may be responding to you, the way they want to be loved; which does nothing for you. 
Be present, stay in the moment as often as you can, and get out of your head and into your heart space. You say that you are comfortable, but you may find that as you continue to grow your gifts, you are out of your comfort zone. Embrace that and continue to take the next step, big or small and see where it leads you. Stay curious and ask questions without criticism or judgment. When you do that, you will find yourself embracing the real Kimmie, who embodies love, peace, and joy. 

The colors in my gown and background represent input from  the Archangels. My gown is red because Archangel Uriel wants you to know that it is safe to be you. He can hear you say, “I know that,” and he said then why are you questioning yourself? He is so happy that you have started to come out of hiding and letting go of the fear that has been holding you back. Use Christine Alexandria’s askfirmation daily, “why is it safe to be me?” Let this become your new mantra. Make sure that you listen to the universe give you the very answers that you need. So stand tall and call on me to support you as you share your brilliant soul. 

My background is yellow and, of course, represents Jophiel. She wants you to remember that life is meant to be joyful. Remember to not take yourself so seriously. Laugh at yourself because this is not life or death. You are only taking one step, then another along your life path. Think about this as walking through a corn maze. Hear the sounds from inside the maze, the laughter and shouts as children navigate their way through the maze. They know where they started but have no idea what to do next. They move forward and if they reach a dead end, they turn around and take a different path. Does this make you smile?Take time everyday to play and find your joy.
My beautiful Kimmie know that you are loved and that I have your back always in all ways.
Love,
Boz 

Kim’s response blew me away: I have only read this once and already it’s affecting me.  I opened the picture of Boz and almost immediately started to cry.  ❤ His message truly resonates with me.  I feel as though he’s been whispering those things to me so many times throughout the years.  I did a meditation several years ago to meet my guardian angel.  The painting that you did took my breath away as it is the angel that I saw then!!  I thought maybe I was making it up but then you captured my Boz!

My dear Whitney,

I am Frances your Guardian Angel, how stiff and formal I sound. Call me by my nickname, Francey, which I am sharing with my bestie. I am thrilled that you asked to see me so we can hang together. I can see us now, arm and wing skipping along as we share new adventures.

You are full of grace (yes, Christine’s word for the angels for 2021) and graceful in action and movement. You embody a dancer, so it was not something you pursued, but rather an expression of your soul. I am not surprised that you continued your studies and became a minister as your path has always been about your soul mission.

With dance, you were able to physically express your soul urgings, and as a minister you help others to get in touch with their humanity and spirituality.

How blessed you are that you and your husband were able to retire together. And it’s definitely me time. Remember the saying you can’t give from an empty vessel? It is time to fill yourself up with love, health, joy, and happiness. Why? Not because you deserve it, you do; not because I say so, even though I always have your best interest at heart; but because dear one, it is your birthright.

I hear you saying you love yourself deeply and embrace your shadow qualities, and you do. Also, that you are a loving soul, and hold light for the highest good of all concerned. You are flexible and forgive ASAP when you judge yourself and others. Yes, these are your conscious thoughts. But the truth is, you have diabetes 2 and anxiety. So, Whitney ask yourself, as a truly unlimited, infinite being experiencing time and space, did you choose to limit yourself? Are you listening to your body and only eating foods that agree with you? Or are you eating food your head says you love and then later getting down on yourself for doing so? Hey, I know this isn’t easy for you, but I wouldn’t be your bestie if I didn’t point out that this is something to work on. And no judgment, just for a loving reminder for you to stay present when you are eating. Self-love truly comes into play here. This is important because anxiety is brought about by your thoughts.

Whitney it is time for you to become heart centered. What state brings about your anxiety? The good news is you can always change your state. You cannot be in the state of a loving soul and have anxiety, because to be in a loving state negativity is not possible. Try it now. Get into your heart, breathe into your heart, expand your loving energy – send this energy out to everyone in your room, your house, your city, your state, country, and planet. Now breathe in this expanded state. How is there room for anxiety?

Repeat this exercise when your anxiety first starts or whenever you notice those thoughts. It is impossible to hold your state forever, because life happens and it is easy to get knocked out of your state. So, choose three that you can alternate between. For example loving wife/mother, loving soul, loving artist? Etc. What brings you joy? How would you respond from that state? Would a loving soul feel anxious? Of course not. Would a loving soul respond to those around her with frustration or anger?

It may not always be easy to be in the state of loving soul, but a different loving state may be more attainable at the moment. Life is so beautiful and blessed when you get out of your head and live from your heart.

My gown (which represents what your soul desires) is green for Archangel Raphael. It represents both the healer you are and the healing you desire. Call on Raphael to help you when your anxiety hits. Ask him to wrap his healing wings around you so that you feel safe. Feel your anxiety fade away as you are enveloped in his healing energy. Stay in his embrace as long as you desire; then give thanks because gratitude is always a blessing.

My background (or aura color) is pink and represents Archangel Chamuel. She, of course represents self love. Every day practice the self-love exercise as written in the authorization course. (One) hand over heart, breathe. (Two) I love you (Three) Whitney, I love you (Four and Five in front of the mirror) (Four) I love you (Five) Whitney, I love you. What a beautiful way to get into The state of loving (fill in the blank). Chamuel is here to remind you that in order to love others, one must first love oneself, exactly as you are in this moment. Because, when you love yourself, you will never be afraid to speak her truth.

My dear heart, know that you are loved always in all ways.

Love and blessings, Francey

Whitney replied when I asked her if her message and angel picture resonated with her: Totally, I love seeing and feeling her. you brought so many truths and ways for me to live in my heart. Thank you Barbara and Francey. I see why Frances is my Bestie/her face says it all to me. I trust her and I also love the light pink of Chamuel in the background and the beautiful green dress of Raphael. Your sensitivity is deeply grounded on the Loving.

My dear Celia, I am your Guardian Angel, Adrianna. I love your name, did you know it means heavenly? I know you have talked to me for years, but I love that the veil is lifted and you can see me, just as I see you. You live life to the fullest sharing laughter, dancing, and joy with friends and family. You are such an example to the students and colleagues at school. Do you know how rare it is to be the light that shines for all to see? Rarer still that you love what you do. How many people do you know that can say that? What a blessing you are dear one. I can hear you laughing now with my words, but I speak truth. The beautiful message you share is one of example. You do not have to do anything, you allow yourself to be you and in this way help others to be their best selves.

I love that you have been talking to all the angels. Teaching your son to reach out to his angels when he was little was such a gift; as we cannot intervene in his or your life until asked. Life is so much richer when we work together. When you ask or believe you’re receiving a message from us it is perfectly OK to ask us to repeat the message, or answer in a way that is very clear for you to understand. We are here to help you, so let us know when you need clarity from us. However, where would the fun be if we just told you the answer. Often we send signs such as a song, a bird, or even just talking to a friend or student. The idea is for you to stay in the moment, allow and receive.

You dear one, in your own words are a giver. But did you know that giving is only half of the equation? You must also allow yourself to receive. You cannot continue to give from an empty vessel, so self-care is so important to all of us. It isn’t being selfish. I love that you take walks in nature, so be present. How you ask? As you take your walk feel the ground beneath your feet. Is it gravel, dirt, grass, or asphalt? Is the sun shining? Is there a breeze? Are the leaves on the trees and plants green? Are they the same color? Do you hear birds or see little animals or insects? Stay in the moment be in joy. At the end of your walk how do you feel? Did you find clarity?  Do you feel restful, at peace? If you can, take off your shoes and stand barefoot in the grass, to ground yourself. Take deep breaths as you raise your arms and face to the sun. Or hug a tree and feel the connection to you and this beautiful planet you live on. Note: Be sure to ask the tree for permission first you’ll know if she says yes. You are a dog lover as well, hugging and petting your dog also allows you to slow down and give both of you the time to reciprocate love which never fails to fill up your vessel. Take the time for yourself without apology. 

Everything you are doing to connect with yourself and nature enhances your connection to your spirituality as well. There is no need to feel envious or jealous of where others are on their spiritual journey. You are all here for your own experiences and any desires you feel are worth exploring – not to be like someone else, but to guide your journey. 
It is important that you be you, as you further metaphysical connections and experiences. You are from Guatemala – do you feel an affinity to your culture? Start there and see if anything resonates with you. Are there any healing practices, or healing plants, or anything from your background that you wish to explore on your spiritual journey? Be open and have fun. 

Also, I want to touch on your comment of having a heavy moral compass. You’re right, that keeps you from being the free spirit you desire to be. So, instead of judgment view the situation with love and compassion with prayers for the highest outcome for all concerned. Then let it all go,  breathe. There is only one Celia, and that is who you are here to share with the world. 
My gown is yellow and pink.  The yellow represents Archangel Jophiel, the Angel of Joy-Filled Power. She wanted to remind you that you are joy and to continue to share your laughter with the world, as that is truly a gift. The pink color represents Archangel Chamuel, the Angel of Self Love. It is no coincidence that she showed up after I talked about self-care earlier in your message. She is reinforcing my message, so take note.

The background is blue and represents Archangel Michael (Big Mike), the Angel of Protection. As you practice self-care, whether a haircut, mani-pedi, massage, energy treatment or even a meditation, call on Big Mike and know that you will truly be able to relax because he is here to protect you. Also call him into your workspace to offer protection and safety to all who enter. Try it and notice the difference in energy. He wants you to know he is here for you and to just get in the habit of asking for his help.

Celia, know that I have your back (as does Big Mike), and that you are loved always in all ways.
Adrianna

Celia responded: Your message brought tears to my eyes. The part of my name meaning heavenly…i recall when in high school playing a name ice breaker where you had to find a word to describe you using the first letter of your name. I used celestial! The message resonates and reminds me of how to steadily stay true on my path. It was beautiful and left me in peace and comfort. Adrianna is beautiful. I also resonate with Jophiel, Chamuel and Michael! I appreciate your artistry and the definition in her face. Thank you for sharing your gifts and touching base with Adrianna. I will continue to re-read the message and meditate on it. You are truly blessed! Wow! I can’t even fathom your gifts. Peace and love.